Why Can’t I Get You Out of My Head? (Fantasy)

I have this fantasy. I can’t get it out of my head. It keeps coming back, again and again and it just won’t go away…

There’s this fantasy that keeps popping into my head and has done so for some time now. I keep masturbating about this fantasy over and over again but it still won’t leave my mind. This fantasy is seriously beginning to take over my world. I can’t walk down the street past men without my mind wandering off into fantasy about their mouths and hands all over me. It’s as if my sub-conscious mind is screaming “Do it, live this one out… you won’t regret it!”

It starts like this…
“I open my eyes and I’m in a beautiful big penthouse bedroom, the curtains are wide open and I can see the night sky filled with stars. I’m completely naked and my arms and legs are wide open on the bed. I have three men caressing every inch of my body. I’m not handcuffed to the bed but I can’t move to feel their bodies (even though I want to). I start to struggle, willing my arms to move until I realize I have to just let go and obey their desire to satisfy me.

I look around the room and I realize the four of us are not alone. There are men and women stood around the room, some half naked and some completely naked. They’re watching me and my ‘gentle’ men on the bed and are playing with themselves because seeing me and my men is getting them horny.

In the corner, sitting at a vanity unit is a beautiful dark haired woman getting ready to cum from a red head licking her pussy. I’m really turned on from watching this display of the two girl’s together.

All three men are there to please me. I have a man (I will call him Master Mine) kissing me passionately on my lips while caressing my breasts. He moves his head away from me sometimes so he can watch the pleasure the other two are giving me, as it shows on my face. There are two men (I will call them Dr. Dirty and Sir Sexy) stroking and kissing the entire lower half of my body. I’m moaning out loud and bucking my hips begging them to stop teasing me. Eventually Dr. Dirty pushes a finger inside me and circles my clit with his tongue as Sir Sexy sucks and tantalizes my toes.

My two lower half lovers grin and talk with each other and then Sir Sexy moves up closer to my pussy. Dr. Dirty gives me some rimming pleasure before he slides his middle finger into my butt. He pushes his thumb into my pussy making a rocking motion, kissing my thigh as he moves. Sir Sexy inserts his first two fingers into my pussy, pushing past Dr. Dirty’s thumb making that all familiar ‘come here’ motion that always sends me wild. He puts his thumb on my clit, rubbing hard while he softly bites around my navel. They both work together, telling me to ‘cum baby’ and ‘let yourself go’.

My body erupts as my G-spot and clitoris works simultaneously with my men. They both pause, but they don’t pull out, they have not finished with me yet! Sir Sexy asks if I liked that and as I smile at him he pushes hard to the top of my vagina with his two fingers reaching my deep spot. With the full force of his arm my whole body rocks with his motion. Dr. Dirty squeezes his thumb and finger together and joins Sir Sexy in his rocking motion. Master Mine who’s still abusing my top half whispers in my ear ‘You’re our dirty slut, don’t you ever forget it’ and it makes me sky rocket into my next orgasm. I look down in between convulsions to see Dr. Dirty drink the white liquid squirting from my pussy.

I’m exhausted and I beg them to stop “Had enough have you Miss Lola? We will give you 10 minutes rest’ and with that Master Mine takes me in his arms as Dr. Dirty and Sir Sexy stroke my skin tenderly.”

I hope you have enjoyed my naughty little story and thank you for reading it. I would like to invite you to join my secret sexy community (it’s totally free to join). You can read lots more adult fantasies from real people. You can even share some if you like!?! If any of these ‘spots’ I talk about intrigue you then don’t hesitate to find my ‘how to’ articles. If you lose your way amongst all the articles and blog posts then send me a private message and I’m sure I can sort you out 😉

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My Secret Garden – by Nancy Friday

My Secret Garden is an amazing book. It gives and awesome insight into female sexuality and it was also the inspiration for this website…

Nancy Friday’s amazing book “My Secret Garden” was in no small part the inspiration for this website. So before I go into more detail about the book, I would like to take this opportunity to thank Nancy and all the courageous women who took part in it’s creation. It might be forty years old but the book is still both relevant and profound and we have Nancy and the ladies who contributed to thank for that.

First published in 1973, the book is a collection of female fantasies collated and commented on by the author. From one-line fantasies to stories hundreds of words long. The contributors anonymously shared, through letters and interviews the fantasies they experienced both during masturbation and sex. At the time it was released, a book like this had never been published and it was considered by many as a groundbreaking piece of work in the field of female sexuality.

Sexual Repression

Before reading the book it is worth paying attention to the context in which it was created. The world of 1973 was a dramatically different social environment for women. The feminist movement whilst helping to make significant improvement to women’s lives was by no means totally successful in doing so. Sex and sexuality, were still repressed to a much larger extent than they are today. Women in particular were held to account against puritanical and judgmental standards that very few men felt obliged to live up. One final point to bear in mind about the era in which this book came to life, was the (now staggeringly hard to accept) belief that women didn’t have sexual fantasies! Female fantasy is now accepted (rightly so) as fact. But in the Western world at this time it was widely assumed that only men had sexual fantasies. I don’t think it is any exaggeration to say that “My Secret Garden” played a significant part in eradicating this harmful and repressive myth.

Women’s fantasies shared and explored

It is perhaps in the context of this sexual repression that makes this book so (potentially) shocking and profound. The women whose fantasies were shared in the book were remarkably honest mostly due to the lack of fear at being judged (all the women’s identities remained anonymous). What this honesty revealed is the huge range of female fantasy, the surprising and potentially shocking content of these fantasies and the fact that all this was very often kept secret from partners, lovers and society in general. In other words the book unveiled an otherwise hidden world, one that when reading even forty years later I found it in places both shocking and disturbing.

Side note – As the joint creator of this website it will come as no surprise to you that I am no prude. Also I hold firm in the belief that a non-judgmental attitude to the fantasies of others is the only acceptable approach to human sexuality. However with both those points taken into consideration, I still found the fantasies shared in this book staggering to say the least.

What was it that shocked me so much? The two biggest shockers for me personally were the repeated occurrences of incest and bestiality amongst women’s fantasies. Again I want to make it clear I am not making a value judgment on the private lives of these women but this type of content and its popularity still surprises me as I write this review. I had no idea that women commonly held sexual fantasies about either of these subjects. My gut instinct is that the occurrence of such subject matter must to some extent spring from some sort of trauma or sexual repression. Perhaps I’m wrong but could it be that if these women weren’t sexually repressed, would their fantasies be less potentially damaging and lie so far beyond the “norms” of acceptable sexual behavior?

my secret gardenThe Book is Full of Revelations

One other recurring fact that I found surprising and have to admit I wasn’t 100% comfortable with, was the frequency with which women admitted to fantasizing about other people whilst having sex with their current partner or lover.

Personally when I’m having sex I prefer to concentrate on the woman I’m sleeping with and it was a revelation to think that many of the women I’ve sleep with in the past might not have had the same idea. Still I’m not going to lose any sleep over it, the book has opened my eyes to this and I think the best way forward is, where possible for couples to share their fantasies and use them as a tool to add to the sexual bond. So, the book both surprised and educated me on many levels. I have bought all of Nancy Fridays other books and plan to read and then review them all on this site.

If you have any interest in sex, sexuality and sexual fantasies, I highly recommend you read My Secret Garden it is a highly thorough, provoking and interesting read and well worth checking out.

For more reading on the subject and to read contemporary fantasies from both men and women check out the fantasies community section of this website. You will find an open minded, non-judgmental community of like-minded individuals sharing their fantasies and exploring their sexuality. Who knows, you might even feel like sharing some of your own secret desires..?

Have a good one!
PS – For more on Nancy Friday, check out her Wikipedia page here…